been thinking alot

this few week have been thinking alot,thinking about my past every things i did i feel is very stupid and funny,the most i think about is ruby my X-girlfriend.well is funny why i think about her is happen when i was at home watch tv all of a sudden
we just pop up my mind so i try not to think about it so i on my pc to play some games but donno why i open a file about me and her i cant control my self so i see the funny tthings the happy things and the sad things. i was thinking why i end up with her and why will we end like this,i was so sad feel wan to cry al of a sudden she sms me say happy brithday -.-' but is to erly i say her sms i droup 2 treas. i been thinking until now why she leave me then i know why i reget what i done and i am sry