today i wake up at 6:30 am thinking about should i go to sri cempaka ? but i promise someone i will go because she will go to my church and join our games but i don`t wan to go i hear ruby going to perform so i go because i miss her very much . then i say to my self go there have fun just smile , and don`t let ruby see me because i wan to see her but don`t wan her to see me well i reach to scott house first at 8:35 am. when i in scott house scott was playing metal gear 4 i was watching him play . after that we left at 9:00 am in the car was thinking of her how is she since a while din`t see her miss her a lot .
9:45 am we reach there we at the bus stop scott was talking with his friends,i was thinking where is she i can`t wait to see her and scared to face her well we chatting out side for a while. then my friends amanda and her friends calling us asking where are we so we went in to find her after that we take a walk scott showing amanda friend to her new class room after that we walk to the back stage when ruby see scott i try to run but she saw me , haiz i wan like acting to call someone because i don`t wan her to see me .i was so sad i can`t face her i was chicken >_<>
after we go i i see sook yee and gyn there all stilling other side then we sit me scott amanda and her friends so we chat and siting seeing there pefrom every one see me i having fun but i not i wan so sad that i never sad be for i wan trying to act cool i am all right. after a while there call us go out take the food and eat so we did that time i not in mood of eating but i try eat a bit but i can`t i call yew kwan take me see ruby then we find her yew kwan going back eat this food i was looking at ruby thinking. how are you i miss u you look very pretty, i wan walk over there but my friend sms me ask me somethings then i see her like busy so i just left ,going back to the hall sitting feel like wan to cry so i ask yew kwan play dota try to forget but cant because the stupid network problem haiz in the end i finally relax . but i wan feeling a lot of pain in the heart , i keep asking yew kwan when she is coming out i cant wait keep asking cant wait .
when the time almost she perfrom i was happy seeing perfrom, after she perfrom she walking near the where i sit that yew kwan call herr tell her i am there i try to be not shee her because i scared but she see me every call me go talk to her i wan to when i wan go there she look busy i was disappoint i was thinking maybe later i can chat with her alone .
after the i.u day is over me ,scott and amanda + her friends we take a walk to the swming pool there sit i was talking with amanda call me go talk to her so i call her ask her can chat , she say sure i wan abithappy then we go to there wait for her and dancing so we wait until she come i wan talk to her alone but scott was there and she got to go with sook yee there all see movie so i have no chance to talk with her alone again i wan very very very disappoint i was feel like crying but cant cry until now i wan talk with her alone is like impossible well now i know i should not go better today i sad can spend a time with her haiz .........
but i never give up i will try my best to be with her again no matter what
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