christmas eve

On Christmas eve i was getting ready for party at my church, is been a while i dint went there i was so happy i going back there i miss all my friends there ^^. at 6 pm my friends Elvis fetch me from my house and we reach there at 6:15pm it still early so i went to help them out, when i was helping out i saw alot new face join the church it was so fill with people until no where to sit, when i look at everyone having fun that make me realize how much i miss having fun and no matter what mood am i there will make me happy and smile again . thx guys i will always be there for you guys too ^^.
8pm the party finally start . it start of with some ppl performing it was very funny and nice ,after that is performing dance after all the perform end there bring out the Food. the food was sooo nice every one love it when we all eating that time we all also exchange present.
after that is time to go home but i dint me and some of my friends went to gasonline is a place i forgotten hehe it was so nice and cooling there, loving it there after that when home end~

I BACK!!!

i finally back !!! i been eating alot in penang =p cuz i havent't been in penang more thn 3 year. everything at penang was nice when i was in the car going to town i was shcok almost everything change there is like a new town. everyone look happy there, because of one person change everything in penang. at penang i meet up with my friends he having a problem with love life =p so try to help he out so hopefully he will happy =) .then went to my aunt house and see her give her a surprise one of my family member drop me and my brother there , guess what my aunt is not home there went to Jakarta -.-" we wan to surprise them in the end there surprise us .after a while my bro went off find his friends i wan all alone and my phone credit finish shit!!! .so i sit there and wait to 5 pm -.-" while i wan there i play with my dog name call happy i name he that every time i see him make me so happy, then i siting on the swing and i fall a sleep =.=" when i wake up i see a car coming is was my other consin leving on top so i say hi to them and there all thinking who am i T.T there forgetten me . after a while there remember me if there dint i kill them >_< , talking with them and playing games for a while then mt mom came and pick me up went for dinner near the beach eating seafood and drinking , i eating half way we saw alot of jellyfish in the water there so colourful i wan to take picture but is to dark =( .the next day me and my other friends went to fishing ^^ is my first time is so cool we been fishing hole .my friend catch two fish one big one normall i catch one but i let it go is was to small T.T .in the end my friend me me his two fish he don't wan it he just love fishing and he scared of eating fish already xD so i take it back and give it to my mom call her cook and give it to my grandma eat .well that what i do in penang and the rest mostly sleeping =p

going back to penanag

well is 6 am i getting pack everythings get ready to go back penang.hope i wont forget anythings ya ,is being a while i dint went back there i donno how is like now i hope everthings is still the same ya , well i reall y going to miss all my friends haiz but i must go well i need pack my things so bye ~

phoebe bday on 25 of nov

On november 25 is phoebe brithday we all went pavilion to celebrat her bday, i came at 11.i went starbucks to enjoy some drink and waiting for them . frist the come is Kennth after that Ruby and Scott,Yew Kwan,Steven,Sebastian.

After we all meet up,me and kennth went to buy things for brithday gal, then we walking around and talking ,when we was walking back sundden we saw scott and there all buying things so we just tags along.then few of us going to entrance to meet the birthday girl and cherry ,but yew kwan and some stll buying some things for her.When we alll meet up and planing what to eat. evgery one donno whatto eat so we just follow what the brithday gal what she wan to eat,in the end we went to T.G.I.F.

Around 3.30pm we all walking around ruby and cherry wan to shopping so we went for a while .thn we go watch a movie call Quarantine is was ok lah but one of us get scard cause the frist time see a horre movie i dont wan to say is who =P

After the movie we all breack up phoebe,ruby,cherry and me went to walk round and shopping , ken and scott went back to his place , then the other 3 go to donno where.

around 8pm i leaven them and go to find my friends (fauziah) is from work we celebratwith her coz she going U.K donno when is coming back so we went to beach club and have fun, but i went home erly coz tiread and no in a moody maybe sleepy so that all


me and brithday gal


me and ruby


me and scott

brithday gal and her cup cake

all of us

friday training

last friday we have a taekwondo training at my place is about 7 ppl.me ,kei ming,jun han,cherry,jasmine,han wah and sao lui . i hope everyone like the place that i choose is not to small is it ? but i think everyone have fun i know i do hehe ,we train kicking,sparrings,and skills , when we train pattern we all bet if i get back to the position then every one own me a nando's chincken =p but i did it wkakaka guys i waiting for the set jk... well cherry keep saying i like jasmine just because i keep playing with her -.-" she is a cute and funny gal allways small see her feel wan to cubi her =p but really fun to be with and she cool for 13 year old and cherry dont simply think she tooo yong for me -.-". after the training we went to have lunch at the best pan mee in town near steven's courner i hope you guys can try it out too then you will know i not lieing.we all chat and eaat have alot fun that day will that all i think oh ya hope to see you all next friday same place same time same day ^^

tried day

well today is we have a statff meeting at the curve so we have to make up erly at 6am.we when there by car, we reach there at 7:30 am and we are not late !!!^^
today the meeting is more like training .we being train for 4 hrs and everyone was tried but thx to our Boss buy us coffe !!! if not we all can just pass out, it was fun but alot things we chat about and do, after the meeting we all when back to our shop to open it ,but toda the hole day there no ppl work in =( that bad but we was also tired to work =p,
well after work take a bath and have a abit of dinner then onlie chat mail this things and lot more but i lazey to right anymore so that all :)

taekwndo exam today

well today is the taekwndo exam finlly waiting for a while. but i dint do so good =( keep forgeting the move and allmost every things,this is what happen you dint go training so long but in the end i give all my best the only things now is wait.after my exam is the balck blet turn hohoho this is the part we all been waiting for, the 4 black blet is cherry,farng hui,kei ming and 素女 there examing about the black blet teast in the end all of them done good gx guys .after the exam was over we go to McD at maluri eat and chat about the exam and about opening our own taekwndo team. but after thatd day is was fun and maybe is the last taekwndo class =(


me,素女,麒鸣,芳慧,cherry和JASMINE

is been a while

Hey all is been a while i dint post been lazey and busey XD. well this few day been busy coz some of my friend is helping me with my selfconfidence, i been down alot with my problem losing my confidence almost giving up.but thx to thoses who still belive in me.
But now i am slowing geting back my confidence and my health is fully recover ^^
but still must lose some fat .no thx to one of my friend keep foceing me eat chocolate now fat liao again need go excercise but this time i will not over limt my self guys whish me luck oh ^^

when to ice skating today

hey all sorry dint updates my blogs this few day have been busey ,well today went to sunway to have fun me,scott,ken, phoebe,estee .we all meet up at sunway BUT SOME PPL FFK US !!! ,frist we have breackfast/luch at A&W and waiting phobe to come join us,after that we go to play some acrcate game ,after that we go to ice skating , it was fun and meet some friends there and pittiy phobe she fall down more thn 3time .at 3.30 pm my friends lyn come and find me i was so happy that she can come to play with us ,when she enter she was scard becuse frist time playing ice skating so teach her and we having lot fun until scott,ken ,esetee and phoebe went to eat, so i dint follow them i was playing with lyn until 7pm,we chat ,we skat and helping ppl if there fall down neah us. that all wellafter that all just boring shit so i lazy to write so bye ^^

moon cake festiver

well i been waiting my friend send me
the pic since last few week. sorry for the delay. on dunday was moon cake fastiver i went to my church at ampang, we all have fun.eating moon cake playing games and alot things it was fun and we all engjoy it happy moon cake festiver











i always love you bottem of my heart happy mooncake fastiver














church friends at the party

Kei ming brithday 21/09/08

On 21/09/08 we celebrath kei ming brithdays at sunways lagoon to have fun and relax
coz study like shit. very happy we can clebrth his brithdays together .when we in the car we was talking all kinda of shit things and we was fooling around.
After we reach there we go and buy the ticket the ticket was to cool like a wtach and waiting for two more ppl who are joining us jacky and his gf we went in frist becoz there dont let bring out side food in so jacky when back to his car and put the food . we all was eatting at the tiger cafe and waiting for them donno why there took so long to get in so we try to trick them.
Then we all meet up we go to changeing room then we all dont wan to wast any time so we all jump in the water is was cool like shit and the weather was so nice not too hot and not too cool...
we play all the the park expet the child park coz we not a small boy -.-".for us that we engjoye the most is playing the ships go 360 that was the most song of all after me coming out we got a free watch
> me and kei ming(brithday boy)

cool ticket watch

tiger cafe

group photo

look at the cute pig in the mid

OMG LOOK AT MY TWO SENIOR

which post who u think is nice

after that is around 6 we when to a janpanes buffet name call
is rm 60 for one person is eat all you wan ,we eat until we cant move anymore =p

this is the restaurant name


Brithday boy

cheer !!
after the the most inporten of all FOOT BALL MU VS CHELSEA wkakaka i hope mu win in the end is 1 -1 haiz i still ok as long dint lose

tkd Exam coming and maybe going to hikie

yea~~ exam coming i cant wait to up beli wkakakaka today in tkd master yup are planning to go mounten hikie ^^ this sunday cant wait, but not sure are going becuse watiing one of my sinor wan to go or not if he go we all going ,we are going to melawati again love the place there can see the hole kl and can see a river there cant wait ^^

Tagged..

Tagged by Amanda..

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1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
well i will be very sad

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
it will be together forever with the girl i love now

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
well not in to kicking butt =)

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
i will give it to the person who need it more then me

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
well not cuse if i do that i gay =p

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
well both are also blessed as long u happy that count

7. How long would you intend to wait for the person you love?
no matter how long it take me i will wait for her cuse i really do love her

8. What were you doing when you were falling down?
i was trying to not get my head hit the floor

9. If there anything that has made you extremely happy?
it will be seeing my firends happy and the girl i love

10. What takes you down the fastest?
seeing the person i fall to help

11. How would you see yourself in ten years?
well din't think this far i just know to be with the girl in love

12. Who are currently the most important peoples to you?
my close friend ,fmaily and the girl i love

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
i donno i just hope the person is careing and fun

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
well mony may come and go but loving someone and loving you back is the most happy things in the wolrd no matter rich or poor as long together with the person you love

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
open my eyes

16. Would you give it all in a relationship?
i will no matter it work out or not as long i give it all

17. If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
well i think the girl i pick is the girl who can give me happiess

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing, someone has done?
well if the person change yup i will forgive and i will forget

19. Do you prefer being single or in a relationship?
anythings

20. List 5 people to tag.
1. Joey
2. Scott
3. amir
4. ching jin
5. janice

29 Agust Avril Concert

The day of the concert finally here i have been waiting for a very long time,in the afternoon i went to scott house and meet up with every one,when i was there at schott house 5:25pm few of them who are joining us are there amir,ivin,amanda,Phoebe, we was waiting three more person and waiting for the girl to get ready.after there all was done we desiad to meet the other 3 in the nearby FKC.then we all went together to the studim Meredaka ,we reach there at 7 pm we waiting to get in the studim we trying find our sit there so many peoples there and it start to rain =( lucky there give us a plast raincoth wait wait for 1hrs the concret dint start yet all of a sundden amanda got a phone call from a friends was meeting her at the concert and she told me erly that there a surprises for me thn i was thinking what is was or who it was ? one of my friends call me kennth he also going to the concret he was in oppsit of us but i dont know this so told me he outsiad of the stidum i wne to find him but no lucky but i can find amanda so we talk and talk waiting for her friends to came,she keep telling me somthigs over and over again until now i still remenber -.-,we have been waiting for 15 mis finlly her friend arrvrid i was thinking "the girl i like what was she doing haiz to bad she can't come" i was sad i try to cheer myself up and call my cousin to chat with her ,all of a sundden amanda frinds was here guess who is the i like i was happy + shy so i walk back to the set so fast and i wan laught while sitting down every one keep asking me why are u smileing and my face was so red .after there sti down we starting to chat and the concret start, we laugh ,we sing, we have fun in the end and thx to amanda and the surprises =)

END

been thinking alot

this few week have been thinking alot,thinking about my past every things i did i feel is very stupid and funny,the most i think about is ruby my X-girlfriend.well is funny why i think about her is happen when i was at home watch tv all of a sudden
we just pop up my mind so i try not to think about it so i on my pc to play some games but donno why i open a file about me and her i cant control my self so i see the funny tthings the happy things and the sad things. i was thinking why i end up with her and why will we end like this,i was so sad feel wan to cry al of a sudden she sms me say happy brithday -.-' but is to erly i say her sms i droup 2 treas. i been thinking until now why she leave me then i know why i reget what i done and i am sry

tomorrow the big day !

well tomorrow is the tourment hope i do well and can see day after tomorrow, abit worry and having a bad feeling some going to go worng. well anyway there no turning back now , hope u all can come and support me at cheras batminten stadium at hope my luck with me tomorrow

when hill hikei in the moring

today the frist time i when hill hikeis very happy and scard at the same time.today me, kin man, kei ming and chen kwok when to hill hikei at malawati at 7:30 AM there so many people there.well today got some scar and bang my head to the rock when cimbing up now having headache >_< me,kin man,kei ming,chen kwok

Cherry's birthday celebration

yesteday we clebration cherry brithday at leisuremall. is was fun we have fun time together but i am sorry that i need go so erly =( have to go other place but i wish u have fun and happy birthday ^^

no more training for a week !!!

well today maybe the last day of my training,because if i keep training my body cant take it anymore,this few day i have being training like a crazy guys XD all my sinoer call me to stop coz most of my body is to damage so need take a 1 week rest, haiz that very sad for me well if i wan to win i must do it ^^ well hope can have every one support at 2nd of agust ^^

well my luck is coming back ^^

well my luck is coming back feeling so lucky again. thx to some my friend most thx to my sinoer kin man thx for helping me when i feel down and every u done i sure make u happy by wining the taekwndo match in 2 and 3 agust in batminten stadium in chares ^^.well this few week keep training very hard coz only 1 more week to go so must work hard but cant over work it . well last sunday when to the joying torument me kin man,kei ming,chen kwok and prabu we have fun but that day i was last XD coz chatting with kin man and walking very slowing XD. me,kinman,keiming,parbu

training.......

well today i finly have some time to wirte my blogs well this few day have been busey. no rest at all. because i haveing teakwondo turnomet on agust 2nd and
3nd, well been training very hard still got few more week left abit scard i fall.
well every day after school have some luch after that my friend fatch me to training, the place i train is near hospiter UKM .if u know there a small park there
near the foot ball center we train until 6 or 8 then we went to eat at there after there eat i dont eat. after that went back home go swmimg for 1 hrs or until i can take it anymore ,when back home eat abit of food and go to sleep . well some u know i crazy but i not i wan to do win this things so bad becuase this maybe my last.so not only for me for some one to that in my heart very long ago i promis her i do it becuase i promos her and i love her . let her know how much i care about her in my heart let her know i promis her i things i will do it no matter. i preay to god every nite pray .if i can win top 5 that mean we can be together i hope that will come ture if i lose i wont give up no matter what!!!

 today  i wake up  at  6:30 am thinking  about  should i go to sri cempaka ? but i promise someone i will go because she will go to my  church and join our games but i don`t wan to go i hear  ruby  going to  perform so i go because i miss her very much . then i  say to my self  go there have fun just smile , and don`t let  ruby see me  because i wan to see her  but don`t  wan her to see me well i reach to scott house first at 8:35 am. when i in scott house scott was playing  metal gear 4 i was watching him play . after that we left  at  9:00 am in the car was thinking of her how is she since a while din`t see her miss her a lot .

  9:45 am we reach there  we at the  bus stop scott was talking with his friends,i was thinking where is she  i can`t wait to see her and scared to face her well we chatting  out side for a while. then my friends amanda and  her friends calling us asking where are we so we went in to find her after that we take a walk scott showing  amanda friend to her new  class room  after that we walk to the back stage when ruby see  scott i try to run but she saw me , haiz i wan like acting to call someone because i don`t wan her to  see me .i was so sad i can`t face her i was  chicken >_<>

  after we go i i  see sook yee and  gyn there all stilling  other side then we sit me scott amanda and her friends  so we chat and siting seeing there pefrom every one see me  i having fun but i not i wan so sad that i never sad be for i wan trying to act cool i am all right. after a while there call us go out take the food and eat so we did that time i not in mood of eating but i try eat a bit but i can`t i call yew kwan take me see  ruby then we  find  her yew kwan going back eat this food i was looking at ruby thinking. how are you i miss u you look very pretty, i wan walk over there but my friend sms me ask me somethings then i see her like busy so  i just  left ,going  back to the  hall sitting feel like wan to cry  so i ask yew kwan  play dota  try  to forget but cant because the stupid  network  problem haiz  in the end i finally relax . but i wan feeling a lot of pain in the heart , i keep asking  yew kwan when she is coming out i cant wait  keep asking cant wait .

  when the time almost she perfrom i was  happy seeing perfrom, after she perfrom  she walking  near the   where i sit  that yew kwan call herr tell her i am there   i try to  be not shee her because i scared but she see me every call me go talk to her  i wan to when i wan go there she  look busy  i was disappoint i was thinking maybe later i can chat with her alone . 

  after the  i.u day is over  me ,scott and amanda + her  friends we take a walk to the swming pool there sit i was talking with amanda call me go talk to her so i call her ask her can  chat , she say sure  i wan abithappy then we go to there wait for her  and dancing  so we wait until she come i wan talk to her alone but scott was there and she  got to go with sook yee there all see  movie so i have no chance to talk with her alone   again i wan  very very very disappoint  i was  feel like crying but cant cry  until now i wan talk with her alone is like impossible   well now i know  i should not go better  today i  sad can spend a  time with her  haiz .........

but i never give up i will try my best to be with her again no matter what

what i been to this few week

just a few week ago i feel very down becuse there so much things happen to me i dont how to face it but in the end i done it thx to those friends who help me and support in the way

it start when me and my girlfriends breack up i was feel sad thinking why? what did i do wrong or what i did not do for her , until now i still donno why but i not much care anymore i know if i keep going down this road only having pain and sadness none happness, but until now i still love her so much,cant forget her i know no matter what i will love her forever and no one can chage it, if we cant be together as long i still can protect her as a friends, in my life she is the frist girl that i love so much i wan share my dream and my hope with her but now i dont think we can if ican say one things to her is. i love u nothing will change that

after few days my life getting more and more wost getting sick until went to see doctor,doctor say i have somthings growing inside of me, i was shock doctor say some vuris is growing with in me well doctor give me eat some shit ,but it get bigger ever min ,after 3 day went back to see the doctor he say it looking very very bad he say maybe need to cut it out but my body too week, if i try to cut it i have very little persent of living , i have to to choses cut it out , or try to eat more medicent . in the end i think let me engjoye life frist thn only chose .

after 1 week went back to see the doctor he say the virus start to week let my white blood cell killing them i hear this i dam happy ,the doctor say call me drink more milk becuse my body is very very week .after i see the doctor i was thinking if i really going to die i wan to tell ruby one last time i love her and goodbye .

well now my life start to chage bad in to good now i know no matter how life work out dont thinking about killing yourslfe when the time u going to die will feel u dont wan to die but is to late. so engjoy life now if life get you down there some one who will help u out. trust me i been there

best days of my life!!

todays i wake up at 8 am cant wait for the big day i was so happy becoz is the frist time me and my girl friend go out together very frist time,i cant wait to see her again at 10 i leave my house went to my friend help me style my hair she make a very nice job. after that is allmost 10:30am




me and my friends sit taxi to scott house we reach scott house at 10:40am after we there i put my beg to his house after that ruby a.k.a my girl friend call me say there reach to Time Square




so me,scott ,yew kwan and hong yip we walk to time square. we reach there we meet up with sook yee,ruby,and leougyn then we walk together then scott walk with sook yee and leougyn




i walk with ruby that time i hold her hand the very frist time ^^.after then we went to buy ticket to see movie after that we go eat Mcdonald's but leougyn and sook yee not ate becuse there eat aready me and ruby calling somthings to eat kennth come out form no ways .after half way i wan eating leougyn call ruby give me somthings she make for me i was thinking what is it after she take out i see she take out a book that she make for me about Dr jekyll and Mr hyde i was so happy really wan do back a same things for her after me eat. we when to play some games scott playing para para kennth playing a shooting gams hong yip and ruby playing raching car i dint play any games becoz dont feel like playing after 5 min jancie came we chat for a while waiting for 2 more person to come, after few min me and ruby take a walk went to a place that i feeling sad or angry that place , after that we walking back estee she finlly come we went in side to find there all. after that we going to see the movie at 12:45pm .




After the movie we when to eat befor we eat we all take pic together ruby she pay all for us i was feeling abit bad as a boy friends i should pay but she like wan to pay of us all .

me and ruby

we all together eating sook yee ice cream

then we went to scott house playing ps 3 we play until 9:10 pm after this there all went home but not me i was staying scott house when the taxi come i was feel abit sad coz ruby going home donno went only we going meet again befor she go in the taix i hug and give her a good night kiss went there in side the taxi me and scott went back up . that time i haveing a very very good time hope can do this again ^^

~end~

bad day

5 april 2008 moring at 7am wake up having a bad drean
keep getting the same dream over and over again so i try to not sleep
donno why i feel like today is going to be bad day but i try to think posstive.
that time the only things in my mind is my gf feelling sothings bad will happen.
10am i on my pc chatting with friend and get ready to go tution with my friends
when we are watting bus take us 1 hrs .when me reach there we was late so me rush
to there.whn i enter the class i saw 4 of my school friends but i try to atc i dint see them
but there walk over and chat with me . after that we have luach so walking then it raining
heavaly we ran to kfc so me call somthings to eat after that the rain stop so we walk back to
tution center we walking 5min it start raining agian we are wet we dont care. after tution i go home take a bath talking with my gf and a friend we keep talking in skype we talking when my
friends keep chatting somthings with my gf i tell him if he wan tell just tell dont keep it from me makeing me feel zhi zu thn he say cannot tell u becoz this is my sceret that i really piss off
i offline i try going to sleep and thinkin why he must now tell my gf when we are not together he din say a things .then my gf call me she know i zhi zu she keep chear me up thn i was thinking
why i meet this stupid friends haiz.but in the end i was happy back thx to my gf if i dint have her i dont think i still can be happy

frist blog post

frist time post blog i will post about my life where i go what u do
i wan share to every one what my life about hope u guys see it